Whats with the blogs anyway???

Yeah i was just wondering...
Are the bloggers the good people or the actual mean and sulky ones who we have a problem with.. I mean the only reason why this world is a better place is because we don't tell the world about how bitchy we ourselves are, we just tell them buhooooo she screwed my life, or he destroyed me completely... :D
just wondering.. its a fake world. and that's why we like it so much ...
But who cares, its a happy place :P and a haven for most... well most of those who know that others care... (even if they don't).

Its a start ;)

Well I know how much i rant about my life to my best friend Aeish, and my sister.. they just cant take it sometimes.. I rant n Blabber till i don't have any energy left and then i rant some more... and by the end of it, the discussion ends with either them running out of the room screaming or them giving me an advice about starting a blog.. :D lol yeah thats how it all started..
and its not even the start of it..
It all started in 1989 when the godmother held a wand over me and said... OO her... since she is uh h she... id make her life a boon... yeah but she ended up saying doom instead.. :D
Bless my friends for bearing with me all the time.. and for those who dont... well this is dedicated to you.....
People turn out to disappoint you i have realized recently... It wasnt long ago when i considered myself to be the most blessed person in the world.. i mean, the one who has a gazillion best friends all with their own attributes :P.. you wanna talk about your fam or the most boring stuff in the universe.. KABOOM.. Aeish comes in... You wanna talk about Fun stuff Schzam (if its a word) Mia is here... n etc etc...
Mia was the first person in my life who used to adore me :D heheee... yeah i wasn't used to being followed around... it was mostly the other way round, with me following Aeish all the time. Four perfect years of being there for each other, arguing, making up, and then arguing some more...
and then it all started to crash... like a amm.. something... just crashed... I helped in making sure it went to the ground however, with my unforgiving attitude, unacceptability of the stranger that she had befriended... I deserved this, i know... No matter how right i was..
My principles lost me my friend... My nosiness lost me my first follower :P..
The worst part is, I could just let it all go if she had disappeared out of my life for good... but NO.. the godmother had to put her in my University.. ooo n in my class...
Its hard to forget that we used to be the best of friends, but its even harder when i know that i have to spend the rest of four years with her. I stay with her, i sit with her, i spend half the day talking on the phone with her, and yet there is this feeling of detachment.
This feeling of betrayal i have. I cant forgive her, I cant accept her.
I cant NADA NO NO
And here is where it all ends, nowhere i.e.